Breathing problems

ok so, last night i was having more breathing problems, to the point that my boyfriend and I went to the ER. He sat with me, we had waited for about 2 hours when (if you have ever gone to the emergency room you will know what I mean) I began to feel that the problems i had were not as bad (even thought they were still bad) and that I wanted to go home more than I wanted to wait there. So we left, and I hope that they do not try to hunt me down in order to charge me some kind of dubious charge that I do not owe, as I only saw the triage nurse in order to get a plastic bracelet fashion accessory and had no idea how long I would be there. My boyfriend was increasingly tired and so was I and we just decided to abort the mission and go home. The heaviness in my chest and pains in my leg and tightness in my upper abdomen did not subside until I was blissfully unconscious on the couch at my moms house.

All of this I believe can be owing to the time of year and the allergies that i have and probably stress on top of that of not knowing where I am going to live, being excessively busy at work, and having alot riding on this semester at school, namely my my MA degree and the last 6 years of my life in which I have to graduate this semester in order not to lose my credits from '03.

SO needless to say, there is alot going on....

Who moved my chi?

working again. The vacation that I took week before last was lovely, but a little short lived. And with the new problem created of needing to find a new place to live, it kind of sucked toward the end. I haven't stayed at my moms again, I think between the note that my boyfriend and I composed and sheer determination to not die from someone else's cigarette smokes I have decided to stick it out. I haven't decided whether or not to stay in my apartment or no though I would have to put in my notice at the end of July to be a dutiful little tenenant. I may start looking on craigslist (sp?) Lacey, help me! I forget what it is called. Or maybe just online or I will like in old school times to just ride around neighborhoods looking for "FOR RENT" signs. That is how I found my last couple of apartments anyways.

I would like to have a one bedroom this time. however I have gotten used to the studio apartment price and in these times of American economy hardship, I dont know if I can really afford much more. Sometimes though I wonder if it is just the economy or the nature of the work that I do that I dont have much extra money for things like that.

Oh well. If I can really finish my thesis, it would be helpful and maybe I would be able to teach an ellusive Lit. class. That would be awesome I guess. I think that I should try to do other things. I mean I am not going to get the kind of writing exposure I want or need by writing a blog, well maybe I would, it seems like people get awards on here and stuff like that, so I guess people read it. But I think that I should work on my screenplays and take animation classes and do all the things that I have always thought and dreamed that I should do, because they have been my hopes and dreams.

I seriously need a camera, so that I can make these posts more interesting. Oh well I must go, but until we meet again, stay the course, dont eat too much junk food, and dont take any wooden nickels.